about them

I can't desribe with whom I dropped my love to except them. My new smile, laugh, ridiculousness, anger, and all the moments we've already spent. we all have different character, different background, different way of think, different pitch, different stories, but not even one of those differents that I've already mentioned make us discriminate each other, we are not distinguishable. and I really love the way we shared stories to each other, some wanna tell her story if only we are complete -she doesn't like repeat the same stories for us- , some others tell her story with a loud voice -yes, she scream when talk about her story- , and others have their own way when tell their stories. their presence makes me think "why do I have to busy think about the one, when God already give me the nine" : D. I will acquaint them, later ;)

- to be continued -

she know herself well, but she never admit it

she's a letting go person, but she never admit it. she's hard to make a friend, she's bad at starting conversation and she's not good at keeping friends. I know exactly that her friend don't ever think to leave her, but she act like she will be okay without them even actually she's not. I don't know what's on her mind, I dont know what's inside her brain, she's insane. even with her love one, her love one never ever think about leaving her, but she -just like what I've said- not good at keeping friends, and keeping her love one. so, she act like she will be okay without him, then she let her love one go and leave her even she's not ready yet to be leave. I know what she feel and so does she.

medicine and you

well, I keep telling myself not to write anything more about you. How could I move on when I still keep remembering you and moments we've been through. I shouldn't be like this, but I really addicted to remind all the memories, it's a kind of pleasure for me. When I'm alone, when I go to sleep, when I wake up in the morning, why it should be you., sometimes I feel like it's bothering me, I hate it so damn much, but what can I do? I can't blame my brain for replaying the same documents that I ever keep very deep inside. And even when I take some medicine, I do remember you, your theory.

Two days ago I went to hospital because of the illness I've been suffer for a quite long day. I had a tonsillitis, and it's super duper bad disease. really hate it. Thus, the doctor give me an antibiotic and some other medicine. I will never take a medicine if it's not really urgent. I never ever like medicine because I have no capable to handle it, it used to be a big problem for me cause I couldn't gulp it down., poor me. Then you taught me how to consume the medicine without throw it away and feeling guilty, yet taking it and didn't taste the bitter pill.

Just like what I've ever told you, it would be the most useful knowledge for me and for my future family cause I do will teach my children how to take medicine just like your theory, that's why I remember you when I've to take a medicine.. huge thanks for the knowledge 29 :)

what kind of WORLD do you want ?

This isn't kind of new song, but I found it well ;)
World - Five for Fighting


Got a package full of Wishes
A Time machine, a Magic Wand
A Globe made out of Gold 

No Instructions or Commandments
Laws of Gravity or
Indecisions to uphold 

What kind of world do you want?
Think Anything
Let's start at the start
Build a masterpiece
Be careful what you wish for
History starts now... 

Should there be people or peoples
Money, Funny pedestals for Fools who never pay
Raise your Army - Choose your Steeple
Don't be shy, the satellites can look the other way 

Lose the Earthquakes - Keep the Faults
Fill the oceans without the salt
Let every Man own his own Hand
Can you dig it baby

What kind of world do you want
Think Anything
Let's start at the start
Build a masterpiece
Be careful what you wish for
History starts now... 

Sunlight's on the Bridge
Sunlight's on the Way
Tomorrow's Calling 

There's more to this than Love

What Kind of world do you want
What Kind of world do you want

What Kind of world do you want
Think Anything
Let's start at the start
Build a masterpiece

History Starts Now

Be careful what you wish for
Start Now

Now...

hey look it's MOVE!!

hey, did you guys see it's move? I actually will say yes it is, it seems like its move. Ask me why I choose this picture, it's a kind of picture that really projected me. It looks like moving but when you focused on the dot, you see it doesn't move at all.