Angels

It happens like this, One day you meet someone and for some inexplicable reason, you feel more connected to this stranger than anyone else-closer to them than your closest family. perhaps because this person carries an angel within them-one sent to you for some high purpose, to teach you an important lesson or to keep you safe during a perilous time. What you must do is trust in them-even if they come hand in hand with pain or suffering-the reason for their presence will become clear in due time.

Though here is a word of warning-- you may grow to love this person but remember they are not yours to keep. Their purpose isn't to save you but to show you how to save yourself. And once this is fulfilled, the halo lifts and the angel leaves their body as the person exists your life. They will be a stranger to you once more.

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It's so dark right now, I can't see any light around me.
That's because the light is coming from you. You can't see it but everyone else can.




Re-writing Lang Leav words.... because I never find someone who could beautifully write things that I believe this whole time about the purpose of people's existence in our life. Finally I found it.

For You

Here are the things I want for you.

I want you to be happy. I want someone else to know the warmth of your smile, to feel the way I did when I was in your presence.

I want you to know how happy you once made me and though you really did hurt me, in the end, I was better for it. I don't know if what we had was love, but if it wasn't, I hope never to fall in love. Because of you, I know I am too fragile to bear it.

I want you to remember my lips beneath your fingers and how you told me things you never told another soul. I want you to know that I have kept sacred, everything you had entrusted in me and I always will.

Finally, I want you to know how sorry I am for pushing you away when I had only meant to bring you closer. And if I ever felt like home to you, it was because you were safe with me. I want you to know that most of all.

 - in love with Lang Leav words -

Three Questions

words. by Lang Leav
on Lullabies.

perfectly describe, what I can't describe. the answer to Gratitude and Joy is purely what I feel inside..

To Sorrow,
  I might said I've been betrayed. I know you're gonna come anyway, sooner or later..
  and even I have been prepared for that.. one thing that always replaying on my mind..
  you.. whispering to my ear "don't leave  me too soon" as if like you will stay.. forever.

to whom I'd never say 'I love you' to his ear...
to whom his 'I love you' replied with 'no, you don't'...
thank you for coming by and meeting me for a reason my dear la la land.. 

ci vediamo!