CANYONS

Rarely do the words I love you precede a question mark - but it is a question nonetheless and your answer to mine was the incarnation of a wish - the fulfillment of a promise

Somewhere between falling in and out of love, the question spilled from our lips over and over - readily answered with greedy hands and ravenous mouths. It was cautiously whispered on rooftops, as we looked down on terrifying heights and cried out under creased, white sheets in breathless admissions.

towards good-bye, I asked the question, and your reply was thoughtless words echo as I stood, feeling as though was shouting meaningless words into an empty canyon-just to hear them repeated back.





I love you, he says
I turn my body to face his. Say it again.
He says it over and over again, pulling me beneath him.

Canyons - Lang Leav.

Conversation between lovers...

X: I don't know the difference between real love and a fake one or just lust.

Y: You don't tell the difference, you know it's real when you feel loved. 

Bleed For This

The biggest lie that people ever tell us about life is.. life isn't that simple.

Then everything comes in our mind, we begin to consider things that would happen.
Then here they comes the "Big If" and all the scenarios we made in our mind...
and then worry came, we started to think about it. Is it possible? am I capable of doing it?
so then we scared of something that we don't know yet.  and then we gave up to the things we're scary of, so we stop imagine it, and let it go. and then we pity ourself about the dream we refuse to make it happen.

Is that how it works?
will you let life happens like that?

so now. tell yourself. that LIFE IS THAT SIMPLE. IT IS THAT SIMPLE.
what you gonna do is JUST DO.

as the time goes by..

Those I love you words finally replied with something more beautiful than just "no.. you don't"
The denial phase come to an end. It's me trying to accept the love you pour to me..

Then I whisper to your ear.. "I feel lucky I met you".. followed by a big smile, long silent, staring eye to each other and a blissful feeling...

The moment that could make me believe :
- You may find your soul mate, but you might not having him as your spouse
- A kiss could stop the time.

I feel grateful today because I have been very productive at the office, have some laugh with office colleague, eat richeese, getting 75% of my money back from the ticket train that I've bought wrong, have a chat and laugh with mom, and aunties.. and have a really loud laugh at the video call before I go to bed.. I thank you God for all the happiness you bring to me today, I know I couldn't stop asking you for more happiness in my life, may You always bless me with all the positivity in my mind so I can feel grateful everyday like today. I feel peaceful..