creepy creepy world out there

I just read about the trilogy video clip of Sia's song, the chandelier, elastic heart, and a big girl cry on this link http://vigilantcitizen.com/musicbusiness/disturbing-message-behind-sias-videos-chandelier-elastic-heart-big-girls-cry/ I got from my colleague. Then, after reading it, I watch the video and try to synchronise it with the article.. And the after effect of doing it is.. now, I feel like I'm living in a big big creepy world, until I can't find the comfort space except my own bedroom...

Well, the article generally talk about child abusive, or child exploitation, or about the pedophilia thing, and any other things that involve child in it. When I have a situation, I spontaneously looking for whose to blame -which I ought to not to do this- , either those who's looking for benefit without thinking about the side effect as in the producer, or those whose too naive when watching it as in the consumer, or those who actually have control but then just leave it behind as in the parents..

Talking about child exploitation, even if the child like to do some dance, or act, or sing things, they don't have the responsibility to make money even for themselves rite? In my deepest thought, what they need is the chances to grow, do anything they want to explore which one is wrong and which one is right, with the parent as the boundaries to help them, so when they grew up, they can survive in   this mean world. And, what actually a child needs to (just) survive in this world?

Then I see my friends, some of them now are working for companies, some of them continuing their education to a higher level, and some of them get married and ready to have a baby.. What is actually people busy catching for? Is it true that life is about compete with each other? Then why people so busy collecting money to buy so many expensive things? To be proud of themselves? or to feel better than others? then why people have to feel so lucky with their own life, if feeling lucky means the other is not as lucky as you? I mean what's the point of all that? what is humanity really means then? anyone can define what humanity is?