First, because I usually holding my self to express an argument because I am having trouble with my diction, the words I choose sometimes (almost everytime) hurting others. And telling opinion in a very assertive way, is really hard. So, I am giving applause for those who could express their opinion without even hurting others feeling, and not involving any emotion in their opinion.
Second, I found myself a lil bit too easy to distract by something, hard to focus on important thing, lately I have been thinking myself "am I having an Attention Deficit Disorder?" hopefully not.
Third, as insecure as a teenage girl who is still in an identity crisis phase, hardly to admit that I am a real coward because I am scared that other will judge me within my opinion about something, I am scared of standing in one side, I am scared of being responsible about what I choose to believe. Or, in psychology phrase we used to call it 'the spotlight effect' it is the phenomenon when we tend to believe that we are being noticed more than we really are.
For those three reason, so far I still have no solution to beat it, but now I am trying to deal with things that make me scared of in expressing opinion.
Doing some teraphy by writing in this blog.. :)
voila!
1 comment:
Well, exactly the same with me.
*high five!
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