March 17, 2015

Mr. Wonderwall

Semenjak nonton SATC yang sekarang muncul di starworld tiap malam, jadi mulai tertarik lagi buat ngerasain seninya menulis. biar cem ala-ala Carrie Bradshaw gitu deh hidup gw. But, since sex is somehow taboo in our culture, then people choose to write anything about love, or it's just only me who generate people.. hihi

Well, talkin bout love, there's something in my overthinking mind that bothers me from the second I woke up.. Dari kemarin mimpiin orang-orang yang pernah terlalu dekat dalam kehidupan gw di Bandung.. we can call this two man with Mr. Nice and Mr. Wonderwall. Maybe my subconscious just miss them, miss their existence in my daily life, well since I get back to Jakarta, it needs an extra effort to meet them. 

I prefer talk about Mr. Wonderwall that bothers me this whole day. I miss having a little chit chat with him, a long private talkin bout anything, and those high tones of voice that we both made because of having different opinion about something. I miss this guy that reflects myself like a mirror. The wall between me and him as big as the feeling of scare if he's not around me, there when I need.

And start asking myself, how could we feel so sure about the relationship we're in, when there's always the chance that you might fallen with other personalities that you could get comfort more, or what is actually we're looking for in a relationship?

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